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Unfailing Love..
You have my heart
And I am yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power
Everything you hold in your hand
Still you make time for me
I can’t understand
Praise you God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
And You never change God you remain
The holy of my unfailing love
This is my favorite song right now..I was listening to it tonight as I was sitting here almost in tears and I realized that no matter how much I think life is spinning out of control and how down I get-I have a God who loves me unfailingly..I think I just made up that word:) No matter what happens during the day..I have a safe haven and a place to go. I think the line that esp. stood out was “Still you make time for me”. I haven’t able to get ahold of my mom lately cuz she has been working so much and it really got to me today. I was really upset..not because I had something specific to tell her..but more because I just missed her. and while she doesn’t have all the time in the world for me..God does. No matter when-He will drop everything to listen to me! How awesome is that!! I also have to say that I have realized how blessed I am and how much I wish everyone else would realize how amazing God is! I love Him so much..and I can’t imagine life without that. I miss writing in this..life is insanely busy!! I am so thankful for God’s strength..that is seriously the only thing that is going to get my through this semester.But I have a chemistry assignment to finish and turn in so I will write again later.
Amanda
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God sent me an angel..
and her name is Beth! Funny how sometimes you find friends when you were least expecting it and from places you were least expecting them to come. But after a three hour chat over coffee I realized God had this planned from the start. He knew I needed someone with whom I could share a common background and a common lifestyle. He also knew I needed someone who was a bit further ahead to give me hope that I can do this. I have to say watching and listening to her talk motivated a lot! And on the same note, gave a safe place I could say, “Yeah, this is hard.” So Beth if you ever read this–I am so THANKFUL for you. God sent you along right when I needed someone to which I could relate and could relate to me. Thank you for being open and your kind words! I will be praying for you throughout this semester!! Good luck with all you will be doing and thanks again for the chat over coffee!! It was great!
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just one of my thoughts…
I honestly believe there is someone out there that doesn’t need reassurance that you miss them or love them..they just know..they know because you talk to them and because your with them..not because you tell them every 5 minutes..all that does is cheapen the words so they are as normal as saying hi..and they know that just because a few days goes by..you havent forgotten about them or changed the way you feel..you just have been busy or you got sick..or maybe you had other things to deal with..but at the end of the day, regardless of whether you talked to them or not..they know they are yours and you are thinking about them..and haven’t changed one ounce of how you think about them..but then again maybe i am just a hopeless romantic who watched Cinderella too many times..:-\
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The Cry of My Heart..
Jesus Take the Wheel
Take it from my hands
cuz I can’t do this on my own,
I’m letting go
so, give me one more chance,
save me from this road I’m on
Jesus, Take the Wheel
